recently

there was second semester final test
well…i think i will get grade that didn’t expected
of course i try to study hard at first.
but while doing study i think what is meaning of this.
this exam doesn’t do to me anything all i need is coding experience
i don’t wanna study for grade i want to study what i want and really need to me”
of course there was some need to be study class and
i did study at with my way but, yes i think i really don’t like exam
so i study that i need to know. ok it can be worst at perspective of score but i’m ok.
doing study is ok but exam? i just fear of that. i need to win that feeling but didn’t this weekend.
anyway i get some rest at last test weekend. play some video game..and getting sleep deeply..
everybody need some refueling sometimes…
but the important thing is that when refueling is over than should run again as soon as possible
for now..i think again what is meaning of this and think what i want to and what i want to be
what i need is something like lifegoal that helping me to stand up again.
i just want to think free. i don’t wanna lock my thinking.
i need perspective.